Deceptive.

2010-04-24T13:17:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was CCA Recognition and Speech Day. Shifted to the new class. Had biology, went home. Took my phone, met Marshall, Shaul and Laurene at jp. Went to burgerking, had lunch, waited for Danish. Went to band 45mins late. :) Bloody Godzilla took the camera. Took it back from him. Carried on taking photos.

Speech Day was annoying, cause Godzilla said that we cannot watch the performance. -.- So the Sec 4 said their thanks and it was all hugs from there on. Too bad no one thanked, let alone HUG, Godzilla. So many cried, myself included.

Thanks for the hugs. And Thanks for the most memorable years everyone. I love you all. :D

And today bloody father went to school to confirm with the office about my O level fees. Came home, scolded me, left. Stupid asshole. -.- Fuck you la father. You know I hate you, yet you still want to talk to me. Can't find anything better to do is it? Retard. I think he is going sinile. The signs are showing.

2010-04-18T13:23:00.002+08:00

Sick. :(

38.8 degs. Don't think I'll be going to school tomorrow.

I don't even feel like blogging. I just feel so agitated. I feel so restless. I want my fever to go away. Hahahaha. Going to the clinic tomorrow. Maybe because I can get a longer M/C from that.

I had the weirdest dream today. Shall not elaborate on it.

Woke up with a sore throat, and a killer headache. My head is pounding.

I wonder if anyone will text me tomorrow. :(

2010-04-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

Hai. I am Hakim Sapari and I am here to update my blog. :DDD

Well, things are a mess lately. Gotta catch up with my school work. Have been losing and gaining more friends. They are awesum. As in Really Awesum. Hahahahaha.

I pushed Shafiqa, Nisa and Nyna like, everytime I see them. And I feel so bad. I'm strangely hyper today. Lawlzxcxcxzx. I hate band practices. So long, so tiring, and I get scolded for talking by the conductor and the bulldog aka pigdog. ;) I'm stepping down from the band this coming friday. *celebrates* I mean, like FINALLY. But they're having band camp on the last week of the June Hols, which happened to be a week away from my Prelims. :(

My neighbours are coming back either tonight or tomorrow. FUCK. WHY CAN'T YOU ALL STAY IN CHINA FOR THE REST OF TIME?! They are VERY noisy. Not very, EXTREMELY.

I am a coughing machine :(

Show your game face, not your gay face.

Oh, I found my chemistry textbook. I found it at Popular, under the Lost & Found section. \m/ And Happy Birthday to my adik Danial. ;)

2010-03-16T09:42:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you get so frustrated when you see people hang around those that you want to hang around with. I just hate being so old. Tsk.

March holidays have begun. But then again, there's a large pile of homework which I have yet to attend to. Social Studies, Geography, and English. Thankfully there's no Math involved. (:

Went to watch Danceworks with Safwanah and Yaya last Sunday. The groups did well. Some cried cause they lost to their juniors. Talked to Daniel. Went home with Ryan and Daniel. 3 girls then joined us. The girls got off at Boon Lay while the guys got off at Pioneer. Bought bubble tea and walked to Daniel's block with the 2 guys. Talked about certain things. Then Daniel showed Ryan and I his solo dance thing. Was impressed (: Clock struck seven and Daniel had to go home. Said goodbye, walked with Ryan to my busstop. Accompanied Ryan till 185 came. 185 came, said goodbye, went home.

I hate it when I have CCA's during the holidays. For goodness' sakes, we're not performing.

2010-03-14T07:32:00.001+08:00

I got 15th place in cross-country, I got 3rd highest in the stream for Combined Humanities, I am meeting Siti Safwanah at 9.30am today to go to Plaza Singapura together, my dad is a total whore, my classmates are vvv nice, I am hungry.

2010-03-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

How would you like it if you asked a question to someone, and that someone just stares at you like some fucking idiot. I got so irritated with my dad just now. Nevermind, I'll let it off. Tsktsktsk.

School has been a mess lately. I can't seem to be able to focus and stuff. I sit with Yuva. in class, and he is rocking awesome, but sometimes he's a little distracting. I meet Ryan at JP interchange each morning, cause we both want to meet one another while on the way to school. & to those people who are getting the wrong message, the two of us treat one another brothers. So we behave like we are brothers. I am straight, and so is he. So we're both just very close friends. So there, I said it.

Life has been a complete mess lately. My dad is back to looking for trouble with me, I am beginning to forget everything, and some other stuff. I guess it's all about the timing.

2010-03-07T11:13:00.001+08:00

Today is a SUNDAY!

I'm supposed to be relaxing today, especially after a week of Hell in school. but what does my father say? He asked, " No More Exams Is It? No Need To Study Ah? " I'm like, WHATTHEFUCK? Exams ended like last week and he still doesn't know it yet? Tsk. My dad has been looking for faults with me lately. I guess I should still remain the good kid. Not do anything to get myself into trouble. Whatever.

So lately I'm having trouble choosing whether I should have a Barbeque or a Picnic. 14 people are on my invited list. HAHAHAHA. Will be passing out invites by Thursday.

Thanks Sunil for helping me to organize it and stuff. ;)

2010-03-03T20:47:00.005+08:00

Sometimes we don't have a choice but to come up with white lies. Good men do bad things just like bad men who can't do good.

S/N	Junior College	Arts	Science
1	Raffles Institution	3	3
2	Hwa Chong Institution	3	3
3	National Junior College	5	4
4	Victoria Junior College	5	4
5	Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)	-	5
6	Anglo-Chinese Junior College	7	6
7	Temasek Junior College	7	6
8	Anderson JC	9	7
9	Saint Andrew's Junior College	9	8
10	Catholic Junior College	11	10
11	Meridian Junior College	9	10
12	Nanyang Junior College	10	10
13	Tampines Junior College	12	13
14	Jurong Junior College	12	15
15	Pioneer Junior College	16	17
16	Serangoon Junior College	17	17
17	Innova Junior College	19	20
18	Yishun Junior College	20	20

So now the heat is on.

5 passes, 3 fails.

2010-03-02T18:32:00.001+08:00

Today is a Tuesday. Okay. So I've got 2 Social Studies essays and a geography essay to complete.

You don't want to know how I did for my exams.

Based on my results, I shouldn't be in the class that I am, the top class in the whole school. I have always been hardworking. But now, my standard dropped like a rock in the ocean. I even failed English. How in the world am I going to face my parents with these type of results? I've disappointed my teachers, my friends, my parents, and most importantly, myself. How will I ever forgive myself.

2010-02-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

I just got back from an 'outing' with the dancers. Yes, I went out with the dancers. Just the sec one's, two's and three's. And Reeza. (: And I'm the only sec four. Heh.

So I was in school this morning. Miss Wong brought her dog along. HUGE AND CUTE. Hahahahaha. So stayed in school for a badminton game till 12. Went outside, texted Ryan and Fitri. Decided to meet Fitri to talk for a while. Then I bumped into Ryan. He asked me out. So I agreed. Met him at 5pm outside school. Went to JP, waited for him to change. Walked to the meeting area, got a little pissed, so decided to hang under the block for a while. Ryan came looking for me and dragged me to meet them. I was nervous at first, but really, they were so inviting.

Played Truth or Dare, but since Truth's were not allowed, lets call it Dare. Had fun. Hahahaha.

Arrived at home at 10.15pm. Currently watching Titanic.

2010-02-25T19:13:00.001+08:00

I am never going to forgive myself for failing English. Ever.

Thanks everyone for comforting me in class and now (:

It's nice to know that people do care.

2010-02-24T19:06:00.002+08:00

So today was a very good day.
Met my friend at jp in the morning. Went to school. Had maths exam. Lost 8 marks. :(
SOMEONE SAID SOMETHING TO MY CHEMISTRY TEACHER TO MAKE THE WHOLE CLASS LAUGH. MY CHEM TEACHER LAUGHED TILL SHE CRIED. HOHO. HE SAID ' I NOT TALKING TO YOU ' TO HER. Cool. Super funny. Hahahahaha.

2010-02-23T18:17:00.004+08:00

I just webcammed with my Sweet, Ebynie. HOHOHOHOHO. She's super weird.

And I just got my comp back! Its repaired, and upgraded. HEH. Now I can do what I want, whenever I want. :)

& I treated him to a drink in school, & to a burger at Mcs. So now, I'm broke.

I'm just hoping for the exams to be over. Cause I've got something in mind for someone. ;)

2010-02-22T18:12:00.002+08:00

Hey. I just sent my computer for repair. Should be getting it by tonight. Wooo. Currently on Dad's com, in his room, in his chair. Hahahahahahaha.

Common Test tomorrow. Had to read out an apology speech to Mrs Hon just now. Hope she accepted my apology. :)

2010-02-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

Everyone longs for someone to ask them about their life and how they are feeling.

2010-02-13T17:52:00.002+08:00

My laptop crashed down to Earth. Sending for repair after CNY. Will blog more then.

To someone: Never text me, yet you can still send me a chain message. I don't know what else to say or do already. I have had it.

2010-02-07T10:41:00.003+08:00

• 2 2-paged essays for Social Studies.
• Biology revision.
• Going to Orchard.
• Going out for dinner with Family.
• I'm coming home late tonight.

Busy ):

I have done everything I could to actually apologise to you, and yet you remain the arrogant type. I understand how you feel, but at least look at me when I'm talking to you. I've got nothing else to say to you already. We've been the best of friends ever since we were in Sec One.
I made a promise to you in the past, when you were about to be given the post, that I will not hold any hard feelings towards you if you were to 'punish' me because whatever it may be, I know that I deserved it.

CCA tomorrow. When the fuck are we going to be dismissed from our CCA's? I'm tired of going home at 6-7pm every single day.

Monday - 7pm
Tuesday - 6pm
Wednesday - 6pm
Thursday - 6pm
Friday - 7pm

Tuesdays to Thursdays are due to ASPRO - After School Programme, which I also think is a waste of time.

As we advance in life we learn the limits of our abilities.

2010-02-01T20:40:00.001+08:00

Running a slight fever. 40degs.

2010-01-31T21:42:00.003+08:00

Study session with Jeffrey and James today. Mark came a few hours later. Saw Joy, Ridzwan, Kelly, Azlin, Suhaila, Soe, Jason and my primary school friend Chong Pek Khoon. Got home, had crabs for dinner.

My fingers still ache after writing the Social Studies essay.

2010-01-29T21:53:00.007+08:00

Ahhhhhhh. Its a Friday, finally. Tired, tired, tired. Went to school as per normal. Went stargazing with the usual. Walked like some goon during the Morning Run. Lessons were pretty okay. BIOLOGY WAS MENYIRAPKAN DARAH. Sabar, sabar, sabar. No offence, but the teacher won't give us half-a-mark. The answer was supposed to be Vitreous and Aqueous Humour. Alot of us put down Vitreous and Aqueous Chamber. Not even a mark. -.- But nevermind, I'll settle with a 17/29.

Physics Test on Monday. E & A Maths test sometime next week, though its not confirmed yet when it's going to be held.

Tgif, Thank Goodness It's Friday.

2010-01-28T21:06:00.004+08:00

I just felt like uploading photos. Hahahahahaha. I am so tired. As for Wednesday and Today, I only had 2 hours of sleep. Biology test down, Physics, Add Maths and E Maths tests coming up. I am so tired. So so very very tired. And I am sitting next to Yuva in class! Yesssaahhhh. Hahahahaha. He's a fun dude. We enjoy exchanging sarcastic comments to one another. Hahahaha.

& Thanks Fadly for accompanying me at Macs while I study till 11pm. :D

2010-01-26T17:59:00.001+08:00

I need a vacation, stat.

Its only the 20th day of school and I am already complaining of exhaustion. Apelaahhh. Hahahaha. O levels are coming, and I am trying my very best to focus in class, if only it wasn't filled up with as much clowns. One such clown makes funny noises when the class is quiet, makes fucking lame accusations and behaves like a three year old. Another such clown keeps on turning behind, disrupting my focus.

I need a break. And perhaps some quiet time will do me good.

2010-01-23T10:42:00.001+08:00

I nearly got locked up in school, together with Fadly and Keeyan.

And I can hardly update my blog 'cause I always come home late, tired, and with loads of homework to do.

2010-01-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

Its only the first day of school after the camp and I am fucking tired.

Sec One Orientation Camp '10.

2010-01-15T19:56:00.005+08:00

The girls.

Effendy & Haiqal.

The Guys.

Kennard.

Imran, trying to cheat.

Saiful. This one is from my class.

Effendy.

Faizuan.

Effendy, again.

THAT BLOODY CAMP WAS FREAKING FUN. I mean it.

Day One:
Principal gave the Opening Speech. So yeah, introduced myself to 1A1, the class that I was assigned to. At first I thought that they were going to be those types that complain to the ends of the earth. So the leaders (Ivan, Muhan, Kiakwee and Me) split them into 2 groups. So had icebreaking games. First up, Tug of War. THE GIRLS PLAYED LIKE MEN I TELL YOU. They screamed, they fell, they sat on one another, like literally. Mass dance was pretty okay, eventhough the girls forced me to dance with them. Morning games was also pretty okay. Flag Making was cool. Everyone in my group used their fingers and hands to paint. Then came the CAMPFIRE PREPARATIONS. We sang Bad Romance, and better still, we made Mr Lian laugh. Really. Night Activities we played skipping. Supper, then wash up, then all of the sec ones went to bed.

Day Two:
Woke them up at 6.00am. All of the sec ones were late for Morning PT. Did 35 ++ pushups. Had breakfast, and my group and I made our preparations for the Out-of-Camp games. Briefed the class, then we boarded the bus. On the bus, EFFENDY SANG NON-STOP TILL WE REACHED WEST COAST. And he sings like a drunk person. Hahahaha. Reached West Coast. A random thought came to me. ' Kacang puteh and Teh tarik '. So I purposely gave a high-pitched voice saying just that. HAHA. So then that is when I decided to call my group Kacang Puteh. And the other group will be Teh Tarik. Had fun at West coast with the class. We all sang and danced and nearly got lost all because of me cause I read the map wrongly :O Everything went fine. When everything ended, we boarded the bus and nearly everyone, including me, slept. Lunch was pretty much fine. Had second round of campfire preps, told them to go and wash up, and had dinner. The initiation ceremony was next, and it was pretty boring. Haha. Then came the CAMPFIRE! My class was the first to perform, and until now, I don't know why we were the first. Had A LOT A LOT A LOT OF FUN. Had supper, and they went to bed.

PS, Fitri ( A girl from 1A1 ) kept telling me to sing my Kacang Puteh song. Ole Ole Kacang Putehhhhhhhhhh!

Day Three:
Last day of camp. Woke them up at 5.30am, just so they are not late. Imran wouldn't wake up, so I used my towel and smacked his butt :D And still, there were other people from other classes who were late. So did sit ups. Had breakfast, and I sent the class back to their bunks to pack up. Had fun during Area Cleaning. Danial and Syaiful from 1E1 should know why. Yang En, Han Sheng and I were the MC's for the Closing Ceremony. Gave out the prizes. Everyone was a winner. Dismissed the Sec Ones. I told my class to stay for a while. Talked to them for a while and we gave a loud cheer. Dismissed my class after that.

So then I met Keeyan. Fadly went to take 241. Keeyan, Jasmine and I took 99. Reached home, showered, had lunch, took Panadol for my flu, went straight to bed. Slept from 1.30pm till 5.30pm. Woke up for a while, went back to bed from 6pm till 8pm. :)

Shoutouts:
To Joy, Pearlyn, Jiayu and company: Si Hakim Si Hakim! Si Hakim Si Hakim! :D (Meaning, Scrub Hakim Scrub Hakim!)
To Imran: You can sing dude. :D
To Danial and Syaiful from 1E1: ITS BUTT SMACKING TIME! (They know.)
To Effendy, Haiqal and the gang: Thanks for being so fun and uplifting the class spirit.
To the rest of the class: Thanks for making the 3 days of camp a memorable one.

So yeah, I enjoyed the camp. & I certainly hope that they did too. Kay, now I'm going to cook dinner for myself cause I'm currently alone at home. :( With nothing but this rectangular thing on my bed.

2010-01-06T16:54:00.005+08:00

Next week's schedule.
Monday - Buying camp stuff with CKK, Jas, James, Pearlyn.
Tuesday - Preparation for camp, perhaps final dry-run.
Wednesday to Friday - Secondary One Orientation Camp.
Saturday & Sunday - I am finally free and able to sleep till late noon.

Won't be updating till the 19th of Jan - Tuesday.
Its not like anyone reads my blog anyway.

2010-01-04T16:30:00.006+08:00

Height & Weight Session tomorrow O:

Dreading, dreading, dreading.

2010-01-03T21:16:00.003+08:00

ROCKY ROCKY \m/

2010-01-01T12:14:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year.

Why is it so difficult to change?

2009-12-31T13:04:00.007+08:00

Yesterday's POP was a blast.

& Happy Birthday Boon Shin and Vivian.

Fadly is 15, finally.

2009-12-29T16:13:00.007+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Fadly :)

2009-12-27T10:13:00.004+08:00

Actually, I was there by coincidence. He was having a roadshow which I had no idea about. I was there just to go shopping. Then he looked at me, Yes, at ME and waved and smile. Hahahaha. He was even pointing at me and saying " Eh the boy in red. I've seen you before. Hello. How are you? " HAHAHA.

2009-12-25T19:42:00.004+08:00

I spend Xmas all alone at home. :(

2009-12-24T10:42:00.000+08:00

I realise that my obnoxious behaviour is getting out of control & people are starting to hate me. :(

Ada ataupun tiada langsung tidak memberi kesan.

2009-12-23T10:33:00.007+08:00

Excuse me. I have already apologised yet you are still looking for some fuck shit with me. What do you want. My attention has already been drained out. I no longer care. You are the one that is annoying me, and yet you say I'm annoying you. What kind of childish shit is this? I no longer care about this alright. You live or die, I choose whether or not I want to care.

Other people told me to start ignoring you and carry on with life the way that it already is. I think I should, and that is what I will do. You want to 'bash' me up then come and catch me. I don't care. You'll get the blame in the end. I have already done my part. Your irritating behaviour is starting to spread like a cancer.

You think you are popular and that people like you? Come on. Keep smsing me words like 'Fuck you' and such? Oh please. You're 15. You can definately do a better job than to do that or to even go around spreading stories. Act your age man. Don't act like a fucking 5 year old.

Dear God. Please provide me with the strength and patience to handle this kind of people. Amin.

Some people just go nothing better to do.
I will turn for the better. I will, and I must.
Insya'Allah.

15.

2009-12-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

▪ Study session with JK and Eric just now.
▪ Maths + Biology.
▪ They helped me with Maths.
▪ I helped them with Biology.
▪ Miss Nada wanted an essay of at least 200 words. Mine was 1000 words.
▪ Band Practice tomorrow.
▪ Study session again on Thursday.
▪ I'll bring my laptop there to play games.

Badbadbad.

2009-12-19T15:06:00.001+08:00

▪ Rude awakening at 8am. Neighbour's grandpa had a heart attack.
▪ Had Pizza Hut for both breakfast and lunch.
▪ PH's Super Sub for breakfast, pizza & lasagne for lunch. ($$)
▪ I want to throw up after eating the lasagne.
▪ I have not done my malay assignment.
▪ On a better note, I have successfully completed my Chemistry, Maths, Geography, Social Studies and Biology assignment(s).
▪ Dad might be taking the family out to dinner.

I don't feel so good today. :(