Sometimes you get so frustrated when you see people hang around those that you want to hang around with. I just hate being so old. Tsk.

March holidays have begun. But then again, there's a large pile of homework which I have yet to attend to. Social Studies, Geography, and English. Thankfully there's no Math involved. (:

Went to watch Danceworks with Safwanah and Yaya last Sunday. The groups did well. Some cried cause they lost to their juniors. Talked to Daniel. Went home with Ryan and Daniel. 3 girls then joined us. The girls got off at Boon Lay while the guys got off at Pioneer. Bought bubble tea and walked to Daniel's block with the 2 guys. Talked about certain things. Then Daniel showed Ryan and I his solo dance thing. Was impressed (: Clock struck seven and Daniel had to go home. Said goodbye, walked with Ryan to my busstop. Accompanied Ryan till 185 came. 185 came, said goodbye, went home.

I hate it when I have CCA's during the holidays. For goodness' sakes, we're not performing.

I got 15th place in cross-country, I got 3rd highest in the stream for Combined Humanities, I am meeting Siti Safwanah at 9.30am today to go to Plaza Singapura together, my dad is a total whore, my classmates are vvv nice, I am hungry.

How would you like it if you asked a question to someone, and that someone just stares at you like some fucking idiot. I got so irritated with my dad just now. Nevermind, I'll let it off. Tsktsktsk.

School has been a mess lately. I can't seem to be able to focus and stuff. I sit with Yuva. in class, and he is rocking awesome, but sometimes he's a little distracting. I meet Ryan at JP interchange each morning, cause we both want to meet one another while on the way to school. & to those people who are getting the wrong message, the two of us treat one another brothers. So we behave like we are brothers. I am straight, and so is he. So we're both just very close friends. So there, I said it.

Life has been a complete mess lately. My dad is back to looking for trouble with me, I am beginning to forget everything, and some other stuff. I guess it's all about the timing.

Today is a SUNDAY!

I'm supposed to be relaxing today, especially after a week of Hell in school. but what does my father say? He asked, " No More Exams Is It? No Need To Study Ah? " I'm like, WHATTHEFUCK? Exams ended like last week and he still doesn't know it yet? Tsk. My dad has been looking for faults with me lately. I guess I should still remain the good kid. Not do anything to get myself into trouble. Whatever.

So lately I'm having trouble choosing whether I should have a Barbeque or a Picnic. 14 people are on my invited list. HAHAHAHA. Will be passing out invites by Thursday.

Thanks Sunil for helping me to organize it and stuff. ;)

Sometimes we don't have a choice but to come up with white lies. Good men do bad things just like bad men who can't do good.

S/N	Junior College	Arts	Science
1	Raffles Institution	3	3
2	Hwa Chong Institution	3	3
3	National Junior College	5	4
4	Victoria Junior College	5	4
5	Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)	-	5
6	Anglo-Chinese Junior College	7	6
7	Temasek Junior College	7	6
8	Anderson JC	9	7
9	Saint Andrew's Junior College	9	8
10	Catholic Junior College	11	10
11	Meridian Junior College	9	10
12	Nanyang Junior College	10	10
13	Tampines Junior College	12	13
14	Jurong Junior College	12	15
15	Pioneer Junior College	16	17
16	Serangoon Junior College	17	17
17	Innova Junior College	19	20
18	Yishun Junior College	20	20

So now the heat is on.

5 passes, 3 fails.

Today is a Tuesday. Okay. So I've got 2 Social Studies essays and a geography essay to complete.

You don't want to know how I did for my exams.

Based on my results, I shouldn't be in the class that I am, the top class in the whole school. I have always been hardworking. But now, my standard dropped like a rock in the ocean. I even failed English. How in the world am I going to face my parents with these type of results? I've disappointed my teachers, my friends, my parents, and most importantly, myself. How will I ever forgive myself.